Why Me

Lyrics and melody by "Mony" Monika Pottkamp

 I´ve gone through hell and felt much pain
I lost the light - darkness remained
I felt so hopeless for long time
Thought that was the end

The therapies were hard and long
I couldn‘t believe that I am strong
I lost the confidence in myself
Didn´t want to live like this

Refrain
Why must I feel so much pain
Why me again
Why do some people have to fight so long
I wish we could feel in our life
Only hope and joy
I want to be free

There was so much fear in my life
I never thought I could survive
I could not see the way to go
Darkness everywhere

I was a prisoner of my pain
I fought again and once again
I often felt so left alone
That was not really life

Refrain  

But then the day will come when I feel hope
I‘ll see the light and find my way
Then I want to live and give others hope
Then I will be free

Will be free of pain and of all my fears
See so much light – darkness disappears
I will go my way and live my life
Now I am free

Refrain
Now I never want to feel the pain
Never again
And nobody should have to fight
Now we can feel hope and joy
And never want to feel grief
We can now be free